Let's just live, and what happens will happen.
There are a lot of things that you keep to yourself. Things that you don't tell anyone about, not even your friends. Cause you fear that they won't get it and they will make fun of your demons or that they will judge you etc. Some nights when you feel so down. Down to the point where you wish you were dead or you could disappear and no one could see you or talk to you ever. You have only two to three people in your life that you like or want to talk to. And when one them or all of them are busy, or don't wanna talk to you, then you feel miserable. Although you're a big advocate of "solitude" or "I'm not lonely I'm just alone and I like it" blah blah. But deep down you know that you emotionally rely on these two to three people in your life so much to the point that when even one of them ignores you due to whatever reason. You feel like you're the saddest soul on this earth and it's not fair that this is happening to you. You know tha...